Rendlesham

I am stunned. Just more information that I've been given that is very strange. Last night I meditated. Again, I was given information. This time, I saw that it is a grey. I don't know if it is the same one each time. But I could tell by the image floating and appearing close and then at a distance, the same image, the image of a grey. I am having mixed feelings about sharing this. I am and have been all day, criticizing myself and my thoughts.
I felt this way once before that I specifically remember. It was the time I reached out to an expert on aliens. I'd had several reasons appear to me that my nephew who committed suicide in July, 2010, had something to do with aliens. I felt this same stunned, absolutely floored way when the expert told me, much as a psychic would, that, along with the other issues, did my nephew like deer. My nephew's favorite animal of all was a deer.  I will tell about that in a later post, right now I must document what has transpired in the last 24 hours.
If you are reading this, you have probably read how I was given the name for this blog in a vision while meditating. And now we are back to my meditation time. Last night while meditating, as I explained, I saw the face of a grey more than once. This time, these words came to me...study the Rendlesham code.
If I hadn't been a fan of the T. V. show Ancient Aliens, I wouldn't have known about Rendlesham. Immediately, I knew this wasn't my thoughts I'd heard. The Rendlesham story is not one that I obsess about, nor has it ever especially  peaked my interest. I am more interested in true psychic abilities than I am in stories of alien contact. But the words were "study the Rendlesham Code". And it was all gone. The images, the words. I stayed in the state of meditation then for as long as I could, but the weight of what I'd heard brought me out pretty quickly.
Tonight, I've gone over what I could find online of the Rendlesham story and the decoded information. I will keep you posted but I had to as soon as possible get this initial information documented while it was fresh in my mind. This is something important to me concerning this blog. I have no idea where this is going to lead.
Another perplexing point, my nephew committed suicide in July, 2010.  "So in July 2010, John and I sit down for the first time since the incident in December 1980.", the words of Jim Penniston concerning his meeting with John Burroughs for the first time privately since the incident. "We decide to go back to Rendlesham in December 2010.", more words from Jim Penniston, I am writing this, and I recieved this message in December. The incident happened in December, 1980.
I have no idea what all this means. But I have a personal quest. And that is to find out if my beliefs about my nephew are founded in truth. I believe in parallel dimensions. I also believe in entities from other dimensions contacting human beings, such as myself. I will continue to try to tap into this and listen for whatever comes. I'll keep you posted.
http://www.therendleshamforestincident.com/The_Decoded_Binary_Code.php