My Quest

I'm second thinking...being just an ordinary human being, I am searching for truth, albeit in the woods at black night. My heart is settled purely in Christianity. My search is initially based on finding what I will in the Bible and the Word of God. Recognizing the difficulty biblical words sometimes bring for me, I am searching for facts that make those confusing words and phrases clearer. What appears clear, I wish to find elaboration for better understanding and almighty knowledge. I say almighty for effect only. It is a character flaw, sarcasm comes natural for me.
 
Let's look at this. Initially, the Ancient Alien Theory instinctively puts walls up guarding my belief in Jesus and whether I am sinning by even entertaining such an idea. Then, as the disclosure of Bible stories, scripture and other references are addressed, my interest is definitely piqued. I explained in my first post how relieved I was to have a better understanding of how Noah managed the great task given him by the Lord. Since then, much more of the weights of scripture has been lifted somewhat.

My interest in this theory is enormous. I must continue to educate myself by examining each and every approach taken in coincidence with my beliefs:

•   God and His Word
•   Angels, Messengers of the Lord
•   Angels of Evil/Thrown out of Heaven by our Lord
•   We would be selling ourselves terribly short as human beings to believe we are the only life in the Universe
•   There is more to the story, there is always MORE to any story
•   It is my obligation to myself and my fellow man to search for truth
•   There are alternative dimensions of time, space and reality
•   God is greater than all of the above

Taking these points into account, I pursue my discovery of this "theory" carefully. I have done so up to this very moment. I am awaiting new revelations each day, eager to dissect and examine. Since I'm in no way at the top of the food chain concerning my IQ or my education, I must use what tools I've acquired, including life experience, to come to my conclusions. Speaking of conclusions, I've yet to reach anything I would actually be prepared to put into stone.
 
Any conclusion would have to be obtained by taking into account the beliefs pointed above, including personal observations, teachings and experiences accumulated from my specific culture, my genetic makeup, my inherent viewpoints. So you see, this search is an enormous undertaking. I understand my quest is certainly not unique to my self.
 
This endeavor holds hopes of discovering those who share my fascination and my challenged position. On a smaller scale, obviously, but in almost as much importance, I am seeking those who are on the same plane as myself regarding beliefs, cultural perspective, educational standpoint and other shared aspects to explore and assist in learning about this immense subject with me.